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2002-11-01 - 10:30 a.m.
John Mayer ~ Not Myself
suppose I said I am on my best behavior there are times I lose my worried mind would you want me when I’m not myself wait it out while I am someone else suppose I said colors change for no good reason words will go from poetry to prose would you want me when I’m not myself wait it out while I am someone else and I in time will come around I always do for you suppose I said you’re my saving grace would you want me when I’m not myself wait it out while I am someone else would you want me when I’m not myself wait it out while I am someone else
~ i do tend to come with complication. and i really hope that whoever i end up with will realize that sometimes i am just not myself. there is nothing i can do about it and i often say and do things that i'm not proud of, but usually at those times i am just not myself. most of the time i am fine. floating high on cloud nine. i want someone that will think thats fine. that its okay to inhale the way i do and that its okay to inhale as much as i do, and maybe they'll inhale with me becuz when i inhale everything is just gravy.
LeAnn Rimes: I Need You
I don't need a lot of things, I can get by with nothing Of all the blessings life can bring, I've always needed something But I've got all I want When it comes to loving you You're my only reason, You're my only truth I need you like water Like breath, like rain I need you like mercy From heaven's gate There's a freedom in your arms That carries me through I need you You're the hope that moves me To courage again You're the love that rescues me When the cold winds rage And it's so amazing 'Cause that's just how you are And I can't turn back now 'Cause you've brought me too far
~ i dont need a lot of things. just a new car, a boyfriend that worships the ground that i walk on and vice versa. and maybe, some money. becuz those are vital items these days. i guess i just dont want to be lonely anymore. i like hanging out with jordan and ian to an extent. but there is always something missing there when it is just us 3. my love is missing. the attraction is gone. there is nothing but friendship. which is fine, becuase i want nothing more than that from those two. but i have a need for love. i want it to find me really soon....
