2003-02-08 - 4:38 p.m.

Say You'll Walk the Distance ~ Robyn

I can still see your face But I still can’t explain You were there so suddenly And as you walked away from me I knew that we were meant to be Holding on to my hope But I just gotta know Will you do what it takes? From the mountains to the seas Cross the miles of memories Through the endless dark Say you’ll walk the distance to my heart Pass the walls of frame and pride To a place where love can’t hide Searching for a spark Say you’ll walk the distance to my heart In the times we lose track And have to fight our way back But even more than before We know what we’re reaching for You’re my date with destiny And whatever goes wrong Gotta keep holding on Gotta do what it takes From the mountains to the seas Cross the miles of memories Through the endless dark Say you’ll walk the distance to my heart Pass the walls of frame and pride To a place where love can’t hide Searching for a spark Say you’ll walk the distance to my heart Say you’ll walk the distance Say you’ll walk the distance Say you’ll walk the distance Say you’ll walk the distance Say you’ll walk the distance You will, Say you’ll walk the distance I can still see your face Like an angel in time and place Gotta turn every stone Take every road Gotta keep holding on Gotta do what it takes From the mountains to the seas Cross the miles of memories Through the endless dark Say you’ll walk the distance to my heart Pass the walls of frame and pride To a place where love can’t hide Searching for a spark Say you’ll walk the distance to my heart Say you’ll walk the distance to my heart

~ there have been a few who were able to deal with the differences that a relationship with me brings. but they never cared enough to make it work. they got sidetracked easily. they still care for me and sometimes probably wonder what if, like i often do. but none have turned back yet...for a minute there i lost myself...this is so frustrating. why can't someone walk the distance to my heart and save me from this mess??

Ready To Fall ~ Joey Fatone

I get a feeling I can't explain whenever your eyes meet mine My heart spins in circles and I lose all space and time And now that we're standing face to face somethiing tells me it's gonna be OK that I'm ready to fall in love tonightready to hold my heart open wideI can't promise forever but baby i'll try cuz I'm ready to fall in love tonightI know you've been watching choosing the moment I've been dreaming of that day no one before you has gotten to me this way And now that we're standing face to face something that I need to say and I'm ready to fall in love tonite ready to hold my heart open wide I can't promise forever but baby I'll try cuz I'm ready to fall in love tonight Nothing is certain this I know wherever we're heading I'm ready to go I can't promise forever but baby I'll try cuz I'm ready to fall in love tonightyes I'm ready to fall in love tonight yes I'm ready to fall in love tonight

~ i'm just tired of being alone. i'm ready to fall in love right now, but nobody wants me. i'm a waste of space. i can't do anything on my own. i can't even live a day without medication to keep me normal. i used to think i was beautiful. that i was special. but the world doesnt. no matter what happens, i'll still be a left over. all that matters to people are looks and money. and i have neither. sometimes i fear that i'll be alone forever and that scares the shit out of me. i need love to survive and right now i'm surviving on drugs because i don't have love. i can't go on like this...

Yesterday's Papers ~ The Rolling Stones

Who wants yesterdays papers who wants yesterdays girl who wants yesterdays papers nobody in the world After this time I finally learned after the pain and hurt after all this what have i achieved I've realized it's time to leave Cause who wants yesterdays papers who wants yesterdays girl who wants yesterdays papers nobody in the world Living a life of constant change every day means the turn of a page yesterdays papers are such bad news same thing applies to me and you Who wants yesterdays papers who wants yesterdays girl who wants yesterdays papers nobody in the world Seems very hard to have just one girl when there's a million in the world all of these people just can't wait to fall right into their big mistake Who wants yesterdays papers who wants yesterdays girl who wants yesterdays papers nobody in the world

~ and nobody in the world wants me. nobody. i'm not worth a second glance. i just get shot down over and over again. nothing ever goes right. i don't know why i even try anymore. it's just not worth it. nothing will change. i'm alone. and being talked about behind my back. no one helps me. nothing helps me. i'm overlooked. a crack in the pavement. a bug in your food. a fly that won't leave you alone. i'm a no one to anyone. i'm a nothing to everyone. do you think i don't hear the laughs? the comments? if anyone ever had the nerve to say things to my face, their face would get fuct up because i'm not taking anymore shit.

Lonely ~ Brian McKnight

Are you lonely for me? Sunday night, two weeks past The last time, I saw your face Our separate ways, we decided to go Now I find my self Sitting down, thinking 'bout everything To this place, we've come to how? You used to be down Memories of you And could you be thinking 'bout me right now? Are you lonely for me? (Are you lonely for me?) You shouldn't try to hide the way you feel inside Are you lonely for me? (Are you lonely for me?) Just let me make it right, and stay with me tonight Are you lonely for me? (Are you lonely for me?) I won't believe we're through Tell me what you wanna do Are you lonely for me? (Are you lonely for me?) Hey There's a good in your eye That's a lie, I wish we could back when we first met How to forgive and forget I wish that I could have you right here next to me You're supposed to be in my arms Through stormy weather safe from harm Can we be down? Show me how, I wish I could hear from you right now Are you lonely for me? (Are you lonely for me?) You shouldn't try to hide the way you feel inside Are you lonely for me? (Are you lonely for me?) Just let me make it right, and stay with me tonight Are you lonely for me? (Are you lonely for me?) I won't believe we're through Tell me what you wanna do Are you lonely for me? (Are you lonely for me?) Hey Lay it on the line I won't waste your time We can make it work I know we'll be fine Together we can start Never be apart again Are you lonely? Are you lonely for me? (Are you lonely for me?) You shouldn't try to hide the way you feel inside Are you lonely for me? (Are you lonely for me?) Just let me make it right, and stay with me tonight Are you lonely for me? (Are you lonely for me?) I won't believe we're through Tell me what you wanna do Are you lonely for me? (Are you lonely for me?) Hey

~ i know that some feelings have lingered in your heart. it shows everytime i see you, the smiles, the way you act, the fucking stares, the way you dress. the things you say. the look in your eyes. it's evokes a wake-up call to my feelings for you that are tucked under a dusty shelf in my soul. i could almost die for you. it's weird at the same time. i think of our memories together and the inevitable what ifs....but it's the present. and for anything to change, both sides need to communicate. i think you should come around more often. i miss you. the everyday phone call. the feeling in my heart. oh well. it's up to you...

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