2003-03-04 - 11:45 a.m.

Believe It Or Not ~ Grateful Dead

written by Robert Hunter; music by Jerry Garcia

One or two moments a piece of your time is all I am asking and I'll give you mine One or two moments out of all you have got to show how I love you believe it or not Remember the day I rolled into town with my heart in my shoes, my head hanging down? Now my only trouble the rest I forgot is to show how I love you believe it or not Done time in the lockup Done time in the street Done time on the upswing and time in defeat I know what I'm asking and I know it's a lot when I say that I love you believe it or not I know I'm no angel my prospects are high as the floodline in summer when the river's gone dry but I'll roll up my shirtsleeves and make my best shot to show how I love you believe it or not Right now while the sun shines on the crest of the hill with a breeze in the pines and a grey whipoorwill making music together that guitars never caught let me show how I love you believe it or not

~ i'm no angel. but believe it or not, wot u see is nothing compared to wot you get. i love you and you don't know it. because i can't tell you. it's impossible to love you when you are so out of reach. but in short, you're what keeps me moving, what keeps my imagination reeling, what keeps my days interesting, what keeps my ears loving the music that i hear, you're connected to every single thought that i have because i love you. i live for you. and you don't even know.

The Worst Idea ~ The Get Up Kids

i'll go with the worst idea if everyone takes the toll keep following anyone who digs a deeper hole sing me a tune wasn't this bond built forever? the anchor that strong my money, it changes how we used to value most so over the short ascent that comes at any cost sing me a tune wasn't this bond built forever? the anchor that strong didn't we build this together? the worst just go wrong the worst just go wrong on and on how do you win so many enemies? i'm open to any good news what if the world falls in? on the only option we knew sing me a tune wasn't this bond built forever? the anchor that strong didn't we build this together? the worst just go wrong i'll go with the worst idea if everyone takes the toll my money, it changes how we used to value most so over the short ascent that comes at any lost sing me a tune wasn't this bond built forever? the anchor that strong the anchor that strong i'll go with the worst idea if everyone takes the toll (way too long) i'll go with the worst idea if everyone takes the toll

~ the worst idea is to continue as you have been. the money is running out. the time is being cut short. and when the clock stops you will be stuck in a huge financial, mental, emotional rut. and i will try to help you by all morally correct means but when push comes to shove you need to be ready. and you're not. i'm younger than you, but wiser beyond what you will ever be. you are failing right now. don't ever quit a job before securing another one, especially if you plan to continue living your life spending money like it you shit it out into buckets at night. i feel sorry for you. someone needs to tell you straight up. and last time a situation came up like this i was the one to tell you but you didnt listen. but you forgave me that night too. so you did listen, you just didn't take my advice. and thats fine. but look where you are now? a baby with no father.

What She Got? ~ performed by Scene 23, written by Alex Greggs, Brad Daymond, and JC Chasez

La da da da da da do La da da da da da do Couldn't believe that you couldn't see Your true colors that you took from a dream The type a girl inspectin' the world Because her taking comes naturally Can't get it all for a week, it's mine You deserve something more worth while I'll be the one to go the extra mile Just to see you smile What she got that I ain't got (What She Got) Walkin' 'round like she owns the spot (I ain't got) Sweats herself 'cause she thinks she hot (What She Got) What she got that I ain't got, baby Walks around in designer clothes (What She Got) Got her hair done and nails to show (I ain't Got) Doesn't matter if your heart is gold (What She Got) What she got that I ain't got, baby What she got I ain't got What she got What she got that I ain't got, baby What's it with her that makes you prefer That you're tied up in knots Got you've dazed in a blur 'Cause you fell for the oldest trick in the book Just looks and it's got you hooked Now, baby, I will come much cheaper then It's something that you could never understand I will treat you like a man Baby, take my hand and I will What she got that I ain't got (What she got) (oh...) Walkin' 'round like she owns the spot (I ain't got) Sweats herself cause she thinks she hot (What she got) What she got that I ain't got, baby Walks around in designer clothes (walks around in designer clothes) (What she got) Got her hair done and nails to show (got her hair done and nails to show) (I ain't got) Doesn't matter if your heart is gold (What she got) What she got that I ain't got, baby What she got I ain't got What she got What she got that I ain't got, baby I would climb the highest mountains Baby, just to have you know I would swim the deepest oceans Baby, drowning in the row I would lose myself forever If we could just be together (La da da da da da do) (La da da da da da do) Whoa... What she got-- What she got that I ain't got (What she got) (Whoa...) Walkin' 'round like she owns the spot (I ain't got) Sweats herself cause she thinks she's hot (What she got) What she got that I ain't got, baby Walks around in designer clothes (What she got) (Oh...) Got her hair done and nails to show (I ain't got) Doesn't matter if your heart is gold (What she got) What she got that I ain't got, baby What she got that I ain't got (What she got)Walkin' 'round like she owns the spot (I ain't got) Sweats herself cause she thinks she hot What she got) What she got that I ain't got, baby Walks around in designer clothes (walks around in designer clothes) (What she got) Got her hair done and nails to show (got her hair done and nails to show) (I ain't got) Doesn't matter if your heart is gold (What she got) What she got that I ain't got, baby

~seriously. with looks aside, i kick ass. i would have the best boyfriend in the world if people would just take the time to get inside. inside my mind. inside my life. but everyone is so deceitful, they don't care about knowing someone intimately, they just care about getting ass and bragging. well, someone needs to take the time to learn me. and they will fall in love with me, i'm sure of it. i think.......

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