2003-06-05 - 2:20 p.m.

Let's Take A Ride ~ Justin Timberlake

Hop in the car, go with me You don't have to pack everything Don't you wanna feel the breeze And forget everything, baby? Hop in the car, go with me You don't have to pack everything Don't you wanna feel the breeze And forget everything, baby? Got laid off at your job today You've been working at this place for years And though you were underpaid Mommy that place isn't worth your tears (Oh, oh) I know that life is hard on you And you can't seem to find out why I'll explain, just grab your coat, girl And just join me on this ride Let's take a ride On the country side Let's just get away We can spend the night Till the morning light Let's just get away Girl you're the best You could be An angel among society But you get crushed From what you see You try to hard to help and that's enough for me (Woo, woo, woo) Try to change what you can And accept all the things you cannot (Don't stress yourself baby) I know you wanna fly away from the world But for now with the time we've got Let's take a ride On the country side Let's just get away We can spend the night Till the morning light Let's just get away Let's take a ride On the country side Let's just get away (Let's just get away) We can spend the night Till the morning light Let's just get away (Let's just get away) Maybe if you consider, us just riding (Just think about it) That once you feel like a winner No more crying And baby I know just what you need (I know) To let your hair down (yeah, yeah, yeah) So that you feel free, yeah It hurts me to watch you see you blue (It hurts me baby) Girl, you're so confused (Let's get away) And I know what to do Let's take a ride On the country side Let's just get away (Let's just get away) (Let's go, girl) We can spend the night Till the morning light (Night) Let's just get away (Let's just get away) Let's take a ride Hop in the car and go with me You don't have to pack everything Don't you wanna feel the breeze And forget everything, baby? (Let's take a ride) Hop in the car and go with me You don't have to pack everything Don't you wanna feel the breeze And forget everything, baby? Let's take a ride Let's go girl Let's go girl Let's go girl

~ i need a boy to sing this song to me. or to even think the thoughts. just some lovin'. i got fired today. i dont know why. my boss didn't even have the balls to face me. she took off in the back of the store and let robbie tell me. i felt sick when i woke up. i haven't been sleeping that well due to this sinus congestion/sore throat combo that's taken a toll on my immune system right now. i can't talk that well. i can't breathe that well. and the worst, i can't sing the way i want to. the way i can when i'm healthy. i'm so sad. now i'm broke too. i feel like a failure. i just can't keep a fucking job. it's horrible. and now my mom wants me to start doing shit around the house like if i don't have a job i have to do something productive. i haven't ran in two days because of this cold.

Dumb ~ Nirvana

I'm not like them But I can pretend The sun is gone But I have a light The day is done But I'm having fun I think I'm dumb or maybe just happy Think I'm just happy my heart is broke But I have some glue help me inhale And mend it with you We'll float around And hang out on clouds Then we'll come down And I have a hangover...Have a hangover Skin the sun Fall asleep Wish away The soul is cheap Lesson learned Wish me luck Soothe the burn Wake me up I'm not like them But I can pretend The sun is gone But I have a light The day is done But I'm having fun

~ dumb, maybe? failure? today? yes. a loser. a no one with no job no money no car no nothing no love no significant other to make me forget the troubles except for MJ. but now i barely even have that because i am gonna be a broke mutha fucker.

People Are Strange ~ The Doors

People are strange when you're a stranger Faces look ugly when you're alone Women seem wicked when you're unwanted Streets are uneven when you're down When you're strange Faces come out of the rain When you're strange No one remembers your name When you're strange When you're strange When you're strange People are strange when you're a stranger Faces look ugly when you're alone Women seem wicked when you're unwanted Streets are uneven when you're down When you're strange Faces come out of the rain When you're strange No one remembers your name When you're strange When you're strange When you're strange When you're strange Faces come out of the rain When you're strange No one remembers your name When you're strange When you're strange When you're strange

~ it's raining today. again. and once again the weather reciprocates my mood. i just want to feel better and i want to secure a job and i want to make money and i want to have fun this summer. i want a tan. i want a rest. i want a break. i want the suet to end. i want the money in my bank account. but we can't always get wot we want can we?? because if we could, then i wouldn't be sick right now. it's my fucking luck that i get completely sick the week before i'm supposed to sing at a graduation. why can't anything go my way? i try so hard to be a good person and in return i just get shit on.

Where is the Love? ~ Black Eyed Peas feat. Justin Timberlake

What's wrong with the world momma? People livin like they ain't got no momma's I think the whole world's addicted to ya drama Only attracted to the things that will bring the trauma overseas ya we tryin to stop terrorism But we still got terrorists here living in the u.s.a. The big c.i.a. the blood through the crypts & the kkk But If you only have love for your own race then you'll only leave space to discriminate And when you discriminate it only generates hate And when you hate your bound to get outraged Madness is what you demonstrate and thats exactly how anal works operate Man you gotta have love to set it straight Take control of your mind and meditate Let your soul gravitate to the love ya all yall People killing people dying Children hurting and you hear them crying And You practice what you preach but you turn the other cheek Father father father help us send some guidance from above Cuz people got me got me questioning where is the love? love (where is the) love (where is the) love (where is the love the love the love) It just ain't the same Always the change New days are strange Is the world the same? Is love and peace are so strong Why are the pieces above that don't belong? Nations drop the bombs Chemical gases fillin lungs of little ones With ongoing suffering as the youth die young So ask yourself is the loving really gone So I can ask myself really what is going on In the world that we're living in People keep on giving in Making wrong decisions Only visions that we're living in Not respecting eachother Denying our brother The war is going on but the reasons undercover The truth is kept secret, swept under the rug If you never know truth then youll never know love Where's the love y'all? I don't know Where's the truth y'all? I don't know People killing people dying Children hurting and you hear them crying And You practice what you preach but you turn the other cheek Father father father help us send some guidance from above Cuz people got me got me questioning where is the love? love (where is the) love (where is the) love (where is the love the love the love) I Feel the weight of the world on my shoulders As I'm getting older, your people gets colder most of us only care about money making selfishness got us following the wrong direction wrong information always showed by the media negative images just to meet criteria inffecting the young minds faster than bacteria Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema whatever happened to the values of humanity? whatever happened to the fairness in equality? Instead of spreading love We're spreading anymosity Lack of understanding leading away from unity Thats the reason why sometimes i'm feeling under Thats the reason why sometimes i'm feeling down Theres no wonder why sometimes i'm feeling under gota keep my faith alive till love is found People killing people dying Children hurting and you hear them crying And You practice what you preach but you turn the other cheek Father father father help us send some guidance from above Cuz people got me got me questioning where is the love? love (where is the) love (where is the) love (where is the) love

~ doug is back which is cool. i feel bad cuz i said i'd prolly make a banner for his party next week but i can't do that because i don't work there anymore. it's all done. a wasted year and a half. why? they were so excited to get me on the computer. and then they just turn around and do this? they used to talk shit about everyone behind their backs. i bet you right now they're doing it to me. i don't understand. why can't she just come out and say what i did wrong. instead i'm stuck trying to think back to the entire time i've worked there to decide what it was that i did wrong. vinyl. it's because of the vinyl. i am set back so much now. my parents keep trying to spread their knowledge, but i don't want to hear it. i'm jobless. moneyless. pointless. i needed this like a hole in the head. i feel like a loser. i feek like shit. i can't even keep a job. i'm out.

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