2003-06-15 - 11:31 p.m.

Angel ~ Dave Matthews Band

I call you up You pick up You call my bluff On the cards of love You hold too close Your hands to your chest I can't read your eyes But I confess It's lonely far from you Even when you're right by me It's only why I wait for you To take my hand... Why do I beg like a child for your candy? Why do I come after you like I do? I love you... Whatever you are... I swear You'll be my angel You'll... I play my cards The best I can But I lose my luck When your not here My Darling heart Won't ya please give in? I may be strong but I want ya back again... When your not here Oh its hard to pretend Its all alright again When your not here love Its hard to pretend Its all alright Still, why do I beg like a child for your candy Why do I run after you like I do I love you Whatever you are...I swear You'll be my angel...You'll—Watch the deck, Count your cards It makes no sense that I'm always losin When you're gone... Why do I beg like a child for your candy Why do I come after you like I do I love you Whatever you are I swear You'll be my angel You'll-- When you're gone..

~ it's hella hard to play the cards of life without slipping up once in a while. sometimes those mistakes become milestones and if one is smart, they will never make the same mistake again. me...i'm starting to wonder if i'm smart. a lot of people from my past keep creeping up on me. people i thought i got rid of. people that i thought got rid of me. but after the past few days, i feel as though the end wasn't really the end....it was just the middle...

So Gone ~ Monica

So gone over you,you,you,you,you. Whoo Silly young me,Devoted so much time,To find true faithful boy,I nearly lost my mind,Drive pass your house everynight, In an unmarked car, Wonderin' what she had on me to make you break my heart? You make me feel.. You make me feel I'm so gone Oh I You make me feel.. (You make me feel) Whoa and I love to love ya baby! (I) So (Oohh Hoo) Night I couldn't sleep, You let the sun beat chu' home I ask myself over again,What I'm I doin' wrong,To make you stay out all night and, not think to call, What does she have over me to make you not think to call home? You make me feel..You make me feel that I'm so gone (SO GONE)Oh I You make me feel..(You make me feel) Whoa and I love to love ya baby! (I) So gone Listen boy, I'ma rowdy chick, Sometimes I have to fight 'cause my mouth to slick, Baby why ya doin' me like I ain't worth (SHIT),Make me wanna ride pass ya house and sit, Kick down your doors and smack ya chick, (Just to show you Monica,Not havin' it,) So In love wit you like a drug habit get, So real...(You treat me so unreal) What she do I do I do betta What she did to make you love her? (What did she do)? Is it real or, Forever? Ohh (Is it real)? Baby please can we stay togather? What she do I do betta What she did to ake you love her? (What did she do)? Is it real or, Forever? Ohh (Is it real)? Baby please can we stay together? (Whooo Whoo) Whoa and I love to love ya baby! (Whoa and I love to love ya baby!) Whoa and I love to love ya baby! (Whoa and I love to love ya baby!) Whoa and I love to love ya baby! (Whoa and I love to love ya baby! (Just to show you Monica, Not havin' it) You make me feel.. You make me feel I'm so gone (SO GONE)Ohh I You make me feel.. (You make me feel) Whoa and I love to love ya baby! "Said that I need ya!"I don't really need you "Said that I need ya! (Ohhh) "Said that I need ya! "I don't really need you "Said that I need ya! (You treat me so unreal)

~ whoa and i hate to love ya baby. i don't love you. i barely know you. its been so long. but its familiar, because i used to know you. i used to know you really well. i thought i had you figured out for the longest time. but you still manage to suprise me. i like being around you. it's fun. it's risky. and it's reminiscent. but it's also weird. do people just fall back into old habits like so? or does the transition take time? will there be a transition? if it's up to me... yeah. there will be. but life's not up to me.

When the World Ends ~ Dave Matthews Band

When the world ends Collect your things You’re coming with me When the world ends You tuckle up yourself with me Watch it as the stars disappear to nothing The day the world is over We’ll be lying in bed I’m gonna rock you like a baby when the cities fall We will rise as the building’s crumble Float there and watch it all Amidst the burning, we’ll be churning You know, love will be our wings The passion rises up from the ashes When the world ends When the world ends You’re gonna come with me We’re going to be crazy Like a river bends We’re going to float Through the criss cross of the mountains Watch them fade to nothing When the world ends You know that’s what’s happening now I’m going to be there with you somehow, oh... I’m going to tie you up like a baby in a carriage car Your legs won’t work cause you want me so You just lie spread to the wall The love you got is surely All the love that I would ever need I’m going to take you by my side And love you tall, ‘til the world ends Oh, but don’t you worry about a thing No, 'cause I got you here with me Don’t you worry about a Just you and me Floating through the empty, empty Just you and me Oh, graces Oh, grace Oh, when the world ends We’ll be burning one When the world ends We’ll be sweet makin love Oh, you know when the world ends I’m going to take you aside and say Let’s watch it fade away, fade away And the world’s done Ours just begun It's done Ours just begun We’re gonna dive into the emptiness We'll be swimming I’m going to walk you through the pathless roads I’m going to take you to the top of the mountain that’s no longer there I’m going to take you to bed and love you, I swear Like the end is here I’m going to take you up to I’m going to take you down on you I’m going to hold you like an angel, angel I’m going to love you I’m going to love you When the world ends I’m going to hold you When the world is over We’ll just be beginning...

~ when the world ends, collect your things, you're comin with me. whoever you may be. when i find you i'll know. then you'll be my angel. and i'll want to be with you when i'm not. why do i feel like this? why did you hafta make me feel special? why are you fucking with me? the world ending doesn't sound too bad to me if it's like dave matthews sings it. dead is this coming saturday. i am anxious. i think the coming week will pass slow, just because i want it to pass fast. ahhh i can't wait dammit.

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