2003-08-13 - 1:35 a.m.

Christina Aguilera & Alicia Keys ~ Impossible

It's impossible, it's impossible to love you

If you don't, let me know, what you're feeling

It's impossible, for me to give you whatcha need

If you're always hiding from me

I don't know what hurts you, I just,I wanna to make it right

Boy I am sick and tired of trying to read your mind

It's impossible, it's impossible to love you

If you don't, let me know, what you're feeling

It's impossible, for me to give you whatcha need

If you're always hiding from me

It's impossible, oh baby it's impossible for me to love you this way

It's impossible, oh baby it's impossible, if you're making it this way

Impossible to make it easy

If you're always trying to make it so damn HARD!!!!!!!!

How can I, how can I, give you all my love, baby

If you're always, always, putting up your own guard

This is not a circus, don't ya play me for a clown

how can your emotions keep going up and down

It's impossible, oh baby it's impossible, for me to love you this way

It's impossible, oh baby it's impossible you keep treating me this way, over

and over

if you keep treating me this way

~ it's impossible to love you. which is why i don't. but as time goes on, you're wearing me down. you've already gotten inside my head. i wanna know what you think. i wanna read your thoughts. i want to get inside your head the way you've gotten inside mine. it's not a good idea to head down this road. but i have a feeling that we might take a wrong turn somewhere. i left early tonight because i couldn't stand the fact that i was jealous of some bitch from the past. i don't get it. we were supposed to be friends. that's it. but i can't help it. it's getting to hard to fight. i don't know how this happened. i don't want it to be a burden on our friendship. but i'm not sure if it will work out the way i want so i'm sorry in advance. for the mind games, the flirting, the looks, the smiles, the times, the laughs, the weed, the frowns. all of it. it's impossible for me to love you, especially if you keep treating me this way...

Jason Mraz ~ You and I Both

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me

Oh things are gonna happen naturally

And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side

And balancing the whole thing

But often times those words get tangled up in lines

And the bright lights turn to night

Until the dawn it brings

A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved

What you and I spoke of

Others just dream, others only read of the love

The love that I've known

See I'm all about them words

Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words

Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards

More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

Now you and I, you and I

Not so little you and I anymore

And with this silence brings a moral story

more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

you and I both loved

what you and I spoke of

and others just read of and if you could see me now

well I'm almost finally out of i'm almost finally free

and it's okay if you have go away

just remember the telephone works both ways

and if I never ever hear it ring

if nothing else I'll think the bells inside

have finally found you someone else and that's okay

cause I'll remember everything you sang

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of

and others just read of and if you could see now

well I'm already finally out of words.

~ these words are killing my heart. their sending these signals to my brain about my feelings and my head is trying to sort things out but the words still interrupt. i am blessed that you want to share your words with me. when the time is right you say. and you'll probably find some way to read this and then you'll know all of what i've been attempting to hide. i want to read the one entitled 'kelly'. i wanna know what comes to mind when my name is heard. i want to know why i am drawn to you. i want to know why i don't stop myself with the reality. i want to know why i am still discussing this with myself. i can analyze it over and over again, but without any new knowlege of the situation, things in my mind will remain scrambled, until i get enough information to solve them.

Stacie Orrico ~ Dear Friend

Dear Friend, what's on your mind

You don’t laugh the way you used to

But I've noticed how you cry

Dear friend, I feel so helpless

I see you sit in silence

As you face new pain each day

I feel there’s nothing I can do

I know you don’t feel pretty

Even though you are

But it wasn’t your beauty

That found room in my heart

Dear friend, you are so precious Dear Friend

Dear friend, I'm here for you

I know that you don’t talk too much

But we can share this day anew

Dear Friend, please don’t feel like you're alone

There is someone who is praying

Praying for your peace of mind

Hoping joy is what you'll find

I know you don’t feel weak

Even though you are

But it wasn’t your strength

That found room in my heart

Dear friend, you are so precious, Dear Friend

~ i miss you girl. things have been crazy since you left. my feelings are being thrown about and i am afraid that i have fuct up once again. it's hard to think that you're gone. i think maybe the time will help you to realize things. and it will give you time to think hard about life and the path you choose. i hope you choose the one less traveled. and i hope that you are okay wherever you are. and i can't wait to see you soon. one.

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