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2003-08-26 - 2:46 a.m.
Never Be ~ by yours truly
do you remember how we used to chill?
days spent talkin', walkin' lost in our will
the will that once was but now is lost
you gave it up at an expensive cost
we shared a lusty evening taste
friendship turned away in haste
cuz i know now that you and i will never be
you've made it perfectly clear to me.
so why is it so hard for me
why can't i just see
that you and i will never be
we didn't get that much time together
slept away the hours of rainy weather
self-conscious whenever you're around
hoping things will suddenly be bound
let's rid the waste of these endless days
of us watching our time run down those drains
because even though it won't happen
doesn't mean that i don't want it to
it's getting harder to withstand
the temptations that surround you
but i know that you and i will never be
since you've made it so clear to me
but it's still so hard for me
i just can't seem to see
that you and i will never be
because even though it won't happen
doesn't mean that i don't want it to
but it's getting so hard to withstand
the temptations that make up you
why can't we just let things fly
go wherever they go even if it's high
stop trying to interrupt fate's flow
you never know where we could go
if you don't give it a try.
but i know that you and i will never be
since you've made it clear to me
even though it's still hard for me
why can i just be able to see
that you and i will never be
cuz maybe then, i'd move on.
~ so this was written in spite of the inevitable truth. the truth that i don't want to face, because there's always that chance. what happen's once can happen again. maybe you could open up your eyes and see what is waiting in front of you. i wonder sometimes if you'd even care if i was gone. would you even care? we waste time procrastinating when there are open wounds that need to be closed. but even then you're quiet. i wish you would talk to me like you used to. i don't understand why...
