2003-09-18 - 12:50 p.m.

Recent horoscopes that moved me:

9/12/03 True love transcends all the needs attached to it. Shine brightly on a world that's ready to reflect your light back at you. All of a sudden, it's playtime wherever you are.

9/13/03 Your partner carries a heavy load. Whether and how you help will determine the shape of your shared future. The installment plan works for those unable to afford a single payment. Remember your promises.

9/15/03 Everyone's music or lunch seems more interesting than your own. The world should be different, but it's not conforming to your standards. Stop crying for an impossible future. The present moment is just fine.

9/16/03 Old pals insist on trying to get in on the game. What is it with these people, anyway? Reset your expectations and try to relax. If that doesn't work, declare a vacation before declaring war.

9/18/03 - Sagittarius says what someone else needs to hear. It would help to feel the confidence that you inspire in others. Prepare to spend more time owning your emotions.

A Sound That Only You Can Hear ~ K's Choice

The thought of you and me and me and you
It's clear, it's blurry
Your head, my mind, your mind, my head, as one
It's real, the foolish worry

I feel you and you feel me as I feel you
It's good, it's scary
The speed, the heat, it's deep, and steep
It's light but hard to carry

Listen when I'm silent there's a
Sound that only you can hear
Listen when it's quiet I know
You can hear it, cover up your ears
Cover up your ears

Your hands, my mouth, your mouth, my hands
The weight of what we're thinking
No words, the air we breathe
It's not liquid, but we're drinking

Listen when I'm silent there's a
Sound that only you can hear
Listen when it's quiet I know
You can hear it, cover up your ears
Cover up your ears

Listen when I'm silent there's a
Sound that only you can hear
A sound that only you can hear
A sound that only you can hear
A sound that only you can hear

~ you must hear it. It’s my heart beating faster and faster. You remember how we talked about love and life and living it right last night? Remember how I told you about that feeling, and how it scares me, but it excites me at the same time? Well I get that feeling when I’m with you. I was so surprised when I found out you knew who Bill Withers was, but last night you blew my mind. I cannot believe you know who M.C. Escher is! One of my absolute favorite artists and you have his book. It’s things like that which make my heart beat faster. I love how we can talk about so much. We complement each other well. You are thoughtful and considerate. I look forward to seeing you everyday. You can make me smile with a twitch of your face.

AudioSlave - Hypnotize

Well if you set your mind upon it
I know that you can
You've got everything you wanted
You've done everything you planned
So let me make an offer
I'm only trying to help
You can make your load
Just a little lighter
All you got ot do is share the wealth

Oh no don't you keep your
Good luck to yourself
Oh no don't you keep your
Good luck to yourself

Well I know you got problems
I see it in your eyes
But if you want to live
To see the morning
Give it up to your brother
Or you'll get a surprise

Oh no don't you keep your
Good luck to yourself
Oh no don't you keep your
Good luck to yourself

Well, it's time to see
You got to give or you're gonna receive
It's time to see
You got live if you wanna believe
You can be

~ I should really write to Erik. I miss him. We had a chill time right before he got locked up. Everything between us was straight. There was no bullshit drama, only good times. He walked me home that one night, it was so sweet of him. Just like his brother, smooth-talker. For some reason I am attracted to him. He’s like the south pole magnet and I’m the north. The pull and force is strong with this one. To the point where I wonder what he’s doing right now. I wish I was with him instead of semi-listening to this doofy marketing professor of mine. But anyways the point of this song being here is that: I am only trying to help/ you can make your load a /just little lighter…Cause you got to give or you’re gonna receive, it’s time to see/ you gotta live if you wanna believe/ you can be….i saw the inspiration in your eyes, I just want to be there the next time those blues spark up like that…

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