2003-10-05 - 11:56 p.m.

horoscopes that actually meant something to me:
Thursday, October 2:
Change is an unwelcome force. You're too comfortable in your specialty to easily assimilate new data. Old friends are the best kind.Nothing bores Sagittarius these days.
Friday, October 3:
Whatever goes on out there has repercussions in here. Instead of making friends, you make money. Your drive toward the bottom line is flawlessly efficient. Don't break anything along the way, though.
Saturday, October 4:
Keep your wits and perspective during exciting times. Foot soldiers are itchy, but hunters and gatherers are patient. Become more like your quarry so that you're better able to capture it.
Sunday, October 5: All of those wonderful stories are true. If you didn't have absolute faith in your Sagittarian abilities, you wouldn't brag this much. Prove yourself to newcomers that doubt your reputation.


Wrong Impression ~ Natalie Imbruglia

Calling out, calling out
Haven't you wondered
Why I'm always alone
When you're in my dreams
Calling out, calling out
Haven't you wondered
Why you're finding it hard
Just looking at me
I want you
But I want you to understand
I need you
I love you

Didn't want to leave you
With the wrong impression
Didn't want to leave you
With my last confession
(Yea) Of love
Wasn't trying to pull you
In the wrong direction
All I wanna do is try to
Make a connection
Of love (Yea Yea ooh)

Falling out, falling out
Have you ever wondered
If this was ever more
Than a crazy idea
Falling out, falling out
Have you ever wondered
What we could've been
If you'd only let me in

I want you
But I want you to understand
I miss you
I love you

Didn't want to leave you
With the wrong impression
Didn't want to leave you
With my last confession
(Yea) Of love
Wasn't trying to pull you
In the wrong direction
All I wanna do is try to
Make a connection
(Yea)Of love
Have you ever wondered (Yea,Yea...ooh)

I need you
I love you

Didn't want to leave you
With the wrong impression
Didn't want to leave you
With my last confession
(Yea) Of love
Wasn't trying to pull you
In the wrong direction
All I wanna do is try to
Make a connection
(Yea)Of love

I Didn't want to leave you
With the wrong impression
Didn't want to leave you
With my last confession
(Yea) Of love
Wasn't trying to pull you
In the wrong direction
All I wanna do is try to
Make a connection
(Yea)Of love

I Didn't want to leave you there(Calling out)

Wasn't trying to pull you
In the wrong direction but Im calling out

~ calling out calling out haven't you wondered, why i'm always alone when you're in my dreams...the other night, i couldn't sleep. i kept tossing and turning, my dreams kept making me wake up. you were in each one. and in each one you were hanging around with other girls and i was raging with jealousy. some of our conversations voiced over the images of us together as they played out on the screen in my brain. last night was hard. i was fucked up. you were fucked up. i was drunk with emotion and the mixture of you falling asleep on me and me analyzing everything that you do or say only escalated everything to something that it wasn't. and today you were just devoid of emotion and life. you were there in physicality but you weren't there mentally. and we just drove on. i touched your leg occasionally to make sure that you were still warm because i could've sworn that you were dead half the time we were together because you weren't talking or moving or reacting to anything. and then i practically offered my services like i was desperate for your touch because in some ways i really am and that part got the best of me and let loose. but we were on our way back to your apartment and she had to drive by. then i asked a simple question that you snapped at me "if i thought that were any of your business i would've told you by now..." well guess what. it's not my business. and i really don't care about her but i was trying to be a decent friend and you were nasty about it. a decent friend checks up on you when you act like your down, like you were tonight. and that's what i was doing. checking up on you. you always wonder why i would waste my time worrying about you, but i care about you. and that's what happens when you care for someone. i don't understand you sometimes. i wish your troubles would disappear so that you can live your life to the fullest. i wish that i can be a part of your life. a good aspect, not a burden.

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