2003-10-25 - 4:14 p.m.

Separated ~ by moi.
i sit here all alone and mad as hell
i'm jealous of your show and tell
i wish that things were like they used to be
back when you were still into me
i miss the attention that fell my way
i miss the random things you used to say
and i can't help but contemplate
on what i did to deserve this fate

separated must be how we're meant to be
cause you just lost whatever friend you had left in me
i hope your happy with your new enemy
i can't believe i was so blind to see
that you never really cared for me

i still see you but i think i'm gonna stop
it always makes me want to scream and stomp
i don't understand how we fell apart
but then again we were damned from the start
how can you watch me waste away like this
you knew that i was hooked from our first kiss
and now i'm lost and can't control my emotion
didn't i give you enough of my devotion?

separated must be how we're meant to be
cause you just lost whatever friend you had left in me
i hope your happy with your new enemy
i can't believe i was so blind to see
that you never really cared for me

i'm tired of being just a distant memory
i want to be part of a future fantasy
i need a guy to make me feel special
someone who'll improve my potential
someone mature who won't mess with my mind
someone who'll make living this life worth my time
i thought that you would be that one for me
i was so wrong and couldn't stand the jealousy
so wrong to the point where i'm singing this song
why can't we just get along and try to move on

all i wanted was to feel from you
but i never wanted that feeling to be blue
you manipulated me for your own benefit
and now i'm stuck feeling like a used piece of shit
i hope that you feel guilt from this
i hope it makes you remenisce
and when you do i hope it makes you want me back
so you can ask only for me to kick you in the sack

separated must be how we're meant to be
cause you just lost whatever friend you had left in me
i hope your happy with your new enemy
i can't believe i was so blind to see
that you never really cared for me
yeah you just lost whatever friend you had left in me
i hope your really happy, happy with your new enemy
why didn't you care for me?
why was i so blind to see?
you never even cared for me.

~ hmmm i wonder what could've possessed me to write something like this? take a guess... yeah you prolly got the guess right. anyways. i'm stumped. stupified. i don't know where to go from here. i'm done trying. i'm done denying. i'm done lying. i'm done crying. take that.

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